Yeah... since no one probably reads this except my friends anyway, I'm offering up an apology to all of you. I do consider all you guys my friends, no matter how long it gets to be (in this case, the last time I was here was November...), so just... thank you guys so much for caring after all this time, and through all the long silences.

Life is bad. It's very, very bad, but for the past month or so I've been putting my ALL into feeling better about everything, and it's taken this long to feel like I can come back to DA, if only to tell you guys this. I just wanted to say something; I've felt awful about all the stuff I've left hanging on the internet, and all the people who probably feel ignored. To be honest, I don't feel ready for DA itself, but I HAD to say something for my friends here.

Anyway... don't worry about me, I'm doing okay considering. Right now, I guess you could say I'm in a concentrated state of intense rehabilitation. The biggest and most effective step I took was moving out of my parents' house, since that was probably the root of everything. Since then, I've been able to take a breather and stand on my own two legs as an adult, which I think has helped a LOT.

I'll try to visit again soon, but I'm not sure how soon that will be. I'm sorry, guys.